Fear
of the unknown. It was the first feeling that ran through me as I stepped onto
the plane that would soon take me to Guatemala back in January. As the plane
took off, my heart skipped a beat as I tried to imagine what to expect for the
next four months. After that plane
ride, I stepped on many more planes,
each taking me to someplace new and every time those planes took off, my heart
skipped a beat as I tried to imagine what this new place had in store for me.
But with each take off, what used to be fear of the unknown turned to
excitement for the unknown. One of
the most important lessons I learned on my four month endeavor was you can’t
waste time being fearful; that every experience, whether it’s good or bad, is
an experience you can learn and grow from.
The
world, I soon realized, was an open book, just waiting for me to graze its
pages. Every setting and every character had a new lesson just waiting to be
taught. I was had the privilege of living within two completely different
cultures; both extremely beautiful in their own way. Antigua Guatemala, a city
filled with jaw-dropping colonial churches and beautifully colored houses is
home to the Mayan culture; a culture that is filled with flavor and spice!
Antigua provided me with my first look into what immense poverty looks like. I
could walk down to the market, and see tables and tables filled with food, and
behind those tables stood people starving due to lack of money . It is ironic to see this bounty fruit
and vegetables, knowing that many of the people do not have ample money to
purchase enough food to feed their families. Large families and lack of proper
distribution all contribute to this sad reality. But within this sad reality,
there is also flickering lights where numerous amounts of NGO’s are thriving to
transform this poverty ridden place. One thing I will never forget was the
first walk I took throughout Antigua alone. Without street signs, it is hard to
navigate around the city, but I was determined to find my way around. I ended up getting lost within the first
fifteen minutes of my walk. After forty-five minutes of walking aimlessly, I
found my way back to my host family’s house. While it was an extremely
stressful moment, I learned that wandering around aimlessly can be the best way
to find what you are looking for. Every experience, even the stressful ones,
proves to be rewarding.
I
learned so much, saw so much and grew so much as a person while in Brazil. The
country mesmerized me; causing me to fall in love within a matter of months. I
had heard wonderful things about Brazil from my brother, and had seen sights
from pictures, but it wasn’t until I was able to witness everything with my two
brown eyes that I realized just how special of a place it is. What I love most
about Brazil are the people. It doesn’t matter if they are living in a
penthouse or in a slum; the love they have for their country is evident and
it’s beautiful. Walking through Rocinha -the biggest slum in Latin America- for
the first time, I was surprised to see that people did not appear to be ashamed
of living in a slum. I soon realized that to outsiders, Rocinha is a slum. But
for the people who live there, it is a community. A home. I had many homes throughout my trip; many
families and many friends. It doesn’t take long for Brazilian’s to make you
feel at home, and I know it was because of their lively and kindhearted culture
that made my experience magical.
This
coming fall, instead of attending a university, I’ve been accepted into a gap
year program called Global Citizen Year. This program takes recent high school
graduates and places them in a foreign country for 9 months. I am going to be
heading back to Brazil for my gap year. I have been asked by the program to
obtain 50 blog subscribers to follow me on this endeavor. I will be posting on
this blog regularly, giving updates on the work I’ll b taking part in. I would
love if all of you would follow me on this new adventure! You can subscribe to
the blog here: http://globalcitizenyear.org/fellows/meet/;
the blog will be up sometime mid-july. If you would like, I can also subscribe
you personally.
I
can’t thank you all enough for all your support. I truly couldn’t have done it
without all of you!